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Thursday, July 22, 2004

love.. is like the wind.. you can't see it.. but.. you'll always feel it.

listening to :- Windstruck O.S.T

*tinks. hellos world. =] hahas. i finally manage to settle my feelings and thoughts down.. and get on to my blogging.. prolly gonna continue mugging.. soon. hmms.

lets see. i haven't really spoken much bout the details of my week have i? hahas.. alrights.. lets just.. cut the crap and get to that. =]

hmms. monday.. ponned school ta pei muh ever dearest pts.. [o9] den.. hmm.. lets see.. met her at.. ps.. and crapped about for awhile.. after which.. brought her to eat.. yummy wan ton mee around bugis street area.. its cheap.. and nice! hahahs.. was reading her diary.. lol. i must thank her for writing ALL TOGETHER. lol. oh wells. i managed to read them all without much help anyways. =] i already have four eyes! 2 invisible ones. don't tell me i need another pair!? *gasps. alright. that was.. //e.M.a.L .. haha. =] hmm.. after which.. we were planning where to go.. and we wanted to watch windstruck!.. so.. hmm.. i checked the timings.. and the earliest.. and closest to us was.. hmm.. tampines! but.. we didn't go in the end.. wanted to avoid un-necessary conflict. yeahs. anyways.. headed down to citylink's.. pacific coffee company.. and rotted//slept//surfed//drank//msged?. lolx.. was quite fun larhs. and [o9] looks so cute when she sleeps.. like.. ohmigawd!!//ohmytiann! lol. =x hurr. yeah.. completed reading her diary.. oh.. joell erzi popped outta no where.. lolx.. but ran along back to work as soon as she came anyways.. [o9] woke up.. den.. my turn to sleep! lolx. so.. i slept.. like.. SOUNDLY.. and PEACEFULLY.. lol. surprising sia.. bleahs. hmms.. after that... ran along ta tiong.. was supposed to pick [pL] and [weiwei] up.. den.. yeah.. went there ta rot first.. as well as.. to meet.. +peterpan+ .. =] yupps..

hung around bout.. for awhile.. was just.. talking.. and talking.. AND talking to [o9] about.. hmm.. STUFF. =P and yeah.. a lil note to mu pts.. >> yew arh! dun think so much bahs. okayees? mux be happiee. cox pts wans ta see yoo happiex. =D alritex.. back to where i was.. hmm.. yeah.. den.. +peterpan+ came.. with a white rosie! hahas. sho sweet. *muackks. thanks dear. =] hmmx. den.. [mummiEeee!!] came.. lol. talked to her a lil here and there.. =] den.. had to run along to pick [pL&weiwei] up lerhs..

hahas. before i get to that.. you so should've seen [o9]'s reaction when she saw +peterpan+ with botak head.. LMAO. =x bleah. ahahs. durian head.! xP

hurr. den.. yeah.. hung around for awhile more while he was DESPERATELY trying to look for a suitable cap.. and den.. we left! hahas. off to [stc!].. the sea of blue and whites.. hahas.. a scene i still miss up till today. hmm. yeah.. picked [pL&weiwei] up. saw ex classmates and school mates here and there.. and off we went to tiong bahru market! lol.. the journey there was.. urms.. packed? lol. but yeah. was alright after the tiong bus stop.. oh~ i saw [tenGteng] and [meL.loH] at the tiong bus stop! lolx. =] and we were like. hopelessly waving to them. hahas.. =] yeah.. and off we went.. walked.. and crapping along the way.. lol.

hmm.. +peterpan+ and [weiwei] bought.. rice+veggie.. [pL] & i.. hmm. shared.. chwee kueh.. and.. chicken¢ury egg porridge! hahas. and whoa. pts! hmm.. [o9] bought.. fried carrot cake.. curry chicken.. and chicken rice! lol. and not forgetting.. all of us had BIGBIG cups of chin chao!//grass jelly drink? lolx. and yeah.. topped it up with some.. 3precious treasures desert! hahas.. note bad.. was nice. =]

lolx.. was totally crapping throughout lunch.. we were like.. talking about anything and EVERYTHING sia.. lolx.. details shall not be revealed.. cos some are.. not exactly SAFE enough to be revealed. bleahs..

after dinner.. ran along to tiong.. [pL] had to draw/deposit money.. went upstairs to find [michelle] but she wasn't there.. so all of us headed over ta [pL]'s.. =] hmmm. i had to collect my stuffs from her place.. so the rest waited downstairs.. crapped abit upstairs.. and came down about.. 6? [weiwei] wanted to take a cab home.. so i went home with her.. +peterpan+ had to go sgh.. and was in the same direction as [o9].. so they went off together..

came home.. did the usuals.. nothing much to update bout that..

hmm.. tues.. nothing much too larhs.. +peterpan+ came over.. and yada.. nothing much too.. =]

yesterday! hahas.. yayie. met +peterpan+ and FINALLY watched.. Windstruck!like.. finally lorhs! hahas. man. i Love the movie man.. like.. totally can. hahas.. i can just go on and on about it.. sighs.

i like the story line.. its.. similar to "My Sassy Girl" yes.. but.. there's a sorta twist too.. hahas.. and the both of them are really cute together.. a lil anti climax at times.. like.. one moment.. you're tearing and all ready to cry.. the next moment you just burst out laughin.. lolx. but yeah.. i cried still. at the very end.. bleahs.. i was actually holding back. for.. 2 reasons. one. i didn't wanna cry. two. nicky. =] haha. this show reminds me of nicky. i got so. melancholic after the movie.. enjoying the breeze.. looking at my very surroundings.. thinking bout life.. and all.. and of cos.. thinking about nicky. hahas.. it IS an emotional blockbuster. one of a kind movie.. can say that. hmm.. i could actually beat some of the movies i've watched this year.. suddenly.. i'm just.. so overwhelmed by this.. 2 hour movie.. that.. i can't really remember the others?... its.. all packed into one. a must watch. its still on at certain theatres though.. uh. for the convienience of others. its.. marina.. yishun.. tampines.. and century mall. =]

if i die.. i wanna be the wind..

hmm.. the following is an extract from the webbie. =] supposed to act as a sypnosis for the movie. =]

from myungwoo to kyungjin::
"I will always be with you"
Do you know? I was offended by you at first.taking an innocent citizen like me for a snatcher and never saying sorry!but the weird thing was that i couldn't stop thinking of you.these days,not being able to see you for just one day makes me crazy.
i admit that our beginning was not as romantic as other couples, but the first night we spent together at the stations, tied up on handcuffs..that was the day we first held hands..and on our road trip to countryside, i could see that you love me as much as i love you.i remember every single thing about you, from your long hair blowing in the wind to the things you've said to me.i couldn't speak it out worrying that everything might all disappear.but i will say this now.i love you so much,, more than anything else in the world.
i can't get your calls or change light bulbs for you.. or eat that weird soup you made...but i will always be with you. you can feel it, can't you?so don't worry and live your life, loving it as much as you can.Kyungjin, gooddbye for now!

from kyungjin to myungwoo::
"Myungwoo, where did you go?"
do you know? you were very funny at first. i'm a cop. i couldn't let you go since you were a suspect.but you insisted for me to apologize. it just made me want to tease you more.but i really didn't know back then,that you not being near me would make me feel vulnerable.
remember when i paid a surprise visit to your class and told all tour students that you're my boyfriend? How about that time when i made a horrible soup and insisted that you have to eat it all? it was all because i like you very much,not because i want to tease you. you know how much it makes me feel safe when you come to support me on my cases.? but at the same time, i was worried that you might get hurt. that's why i kept saying you shouldn't come,pretending that i'm angry at you.what i want to say now.. is i guess.. that i'm in love with you.
but.. where are you know? can you hear me?i miss you so much..but i'll survive.cause. i can feel that you'll always be with me. right here. with me.tell me myungwoo, we'll meet again, right?

somehow.. i couldn't take it while i read the above.. and i just.. literally broke down.. cos those words.. really touched a spot deep in my heart.. =]oh wells. i should stop. =] ta. oh. the lyrics below is also from the ost. its x-japan's tears. enjoy. =]

doko ni yukebaii anata to hanareteima wa sugisatta toki ni toikaketenagasugita yoru ni tabidachi wo yume mitaikoku no sora mitsumete kodoku wo dakishimetanagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasaneteowaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVEDRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVELONELINESS YOUR SILENT WHISPERFILLS A RIVER OF TEARSTHROUGH THE NIGHTMEMORY YOU NEVER LET ME CRYAND YOU, YOU NEVER SAID GOOD-BYESOMETIMES OUR TEARS BLINDED THE LOVEWE LOST OUR DREAMS ALONG THE WAYBUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D TRADE YOUR SOUL TO THE FATESNEVER THOUGHT YOU'D LEAVE ME ALONETIME THROUGH THE RAIN HAS SET ME FREESANDS OF TIME WILL KEEP YOUR MEMORYLOVE EVERLASTING FADES AWAYALIVE WITHIN YOUR BEATLESS HEARTDRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVEDRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVEnagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasaneteowaranai kanashimi wo aoi bara ni kaeteDRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVEDRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVEnagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasaneteowaranai anata wo toiki wo kanjiteDRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVEDRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVEDRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVEDRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVEIf you could have told me everythingYou would have found what love isIf you could have told me what was on your mindI would have shown you the waySomeday I'm gonna be older than youI've never thought beyond that timeI've never imagined the pictures of that lifeFor now I will try to live for you and for meI will try to live with love, with dreams,and forever with tears

if only i could feel you.. even as the wind.

;elysium.
9:02:00 PM